Herniated Disc I & II (2014)

Herniated Discs 1 (c) Marika Reinke 2015

Herniated Disc 1 (c) Marika Reinke 2015

Injury happens in many forms; of the heart, body or mind. It is rare that one injury doesn’t affect all three. In each case, a pattern emerges that changes our psychological, biological and perceptual landscape ushering in transformation, learning and new perspectives.

My disc herniated and impinged my nerve root. A small fissure that stole my ability to walk, gave me daily pain and new relationship with my husband and children. The once strong, both physically and mentally, was torn and weak. Tears. Despair. Fear. Pain. Retreat. I clung to painting, to ground me and reflect, to create artifacts of injury and healing and to learn and recreate.

What is left after injury?

There is gratitude. I am grateful to be pain-free, for progress, walking, my husband’s care, my daughters gymnastic meets and Pokemon with my son.

There is discovery and re-creation. I have grounded myself, created a new vision, a plan for healing and settled in a new identity.

There is hope. That I emerge stronger, wiser and gifted.

There is acceptance. The world that was is no longer, a new unknown one is beginning.

There is memory. The heart, body and mind will not forget.

Herniated Disc 2 (c) Marika Reinke 2014

Herniated Disc 2 (c) Marika Reinke 2014

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2 thoughts on “Herniated Disc I & II (2014)

  1. There should be a don’t like button here! Love the work you created in response to your pain.

    I hope that you are getting around again. I had something similar but in my neck. Still weak from that but becoming more able.

    Good luck!

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    1. Nixonphoto! Thank you! Yes, I’m recovering really well and even have surprised myself. If I didn’t have painting, I think I may have gone officially insane – it has kept me very grounded. Spines remind use that there are limits and the body sometimes just needs a little rest and care.

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